I got it all, after analysing what happenned to my phone. Suddenly all my applications and games from both mem card and phone card, so I cleared both ams-es in both memories and restart from fresh.
All you have to do is just to find the default.xml and then take out the java part. Or you can just use this code.
<java> <!-- Add predefined Java applications in this tag -->
<!-- Common -->
<midlet deletable="false" upgradeable="true" install="true" folder="applications"> <jad-file>java/.jad</jad-file> <jar-file>java/.jar</jar-file> </midlet>
<midlet deletable="false" upgradeable="true" install="true" folder="games"> <jad-file>java/.jad</jad-file> <jar-file>java/.jar</jar-file> </midlet>
</java>
</customization>
P.S: remember, for midlet deletable, it must be FALSE.
Of course, it will be in your phone memory, and you cannot do anything about it. And from this method, I got back my PlayNow Plus.

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